Today I told myself I would dye my hair pink after the wedding. Told myself I’d let go. Told myself I’d sleep in. I wake up at seven. I go to bed at eleven. I eat three meals a day. I remember birthdays and I have a savings account and I go to the dentist… Continue reading A Song for Days Like These Part III
California is calling me it’s like loving the most beautiful woman, the most impossible woman or taking a chance, and I wanna go to the coast, wanna bow to it and I want to want to take you with me.
I love this song. It was explained to me last night that the English word “love” is not enough; that the word we use for ice cream is the same that we use for a family members or a day of the week or even a song. What I mean to say is this song… Continue reading A Song for Days Like These Part II
I just turned 24. I’m unemployed. I don’t know what I want to do in life. I want someone to make my decisions for me. The idea that all I have to do is find something tolerable that makes me money is comforting, like the last step in moving into adulthood. I’ve been focusing on… Continue reading Thursday Thoughts