Let me remember this night. Simple thoughts at 10:46 p.m. Nothing extaordinary, nothing special. I had a good day. Most days are. My cat is asleep in the chair, my husband is asleep on the couch. I’m listening to Yoke Lore and I feel at peace. I cried for an hour in therapy because I… Continue reading Let Me Remember This Night
I’m back to blogging! I had to step away for a few months to plan my wedding! Now that it’s over (phew), it’s been full-steam-ahead with reselling and preparing for the busy holiday season! I know it’s not the New Year, but I’ve made a resolution to start doing more of the things that scare… Continue reading I’m Back!
My oh my, it’s finally here! My favorite season. Summers have been hot on Long Island recently. Usually by mid August I’m over the beach, bitter about the chafe between my thighs and a little bit crazed from the constant drone of the air conditioner. Fall is my time. I put on my Ugg boots, my… Continue reading Your Essential Autumn Bucket List!
Today is a hard one. I feel judged. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I feel like I should just keep my mouth shut all the time, about everything, because I can’t seem to breathe without someone taking a resentment. I feel angry but I know I’m really just feeling unpleasant because I’m… Continue reading Isaiah 43:2
For the love of God, please don’t. I’m out of answers, I’m tired of explaining. I’ve joined the hoards of women harassed by wide-eyed relatives and reminded by concerned friends that yes, I have time, but I don’t have forever.
Today I told myself I would dye my hair pink after the wedding. Told myself I’d let go. Told myself I’d sleep in. I wake up at seven. I go to bed at eleven. I eat three meals a day. I remember birthdays and I have a savings account and I go to the dentist… Continue reading A Song for Days Like These Part III
I have been fascinated by adults my whole life. I spent most of my childhood years at the adults table, eager to have the freedom of choice that came with being grown up. I was a 40-year-old woman in a 9-year-old’s body. Flash forward 15 years and I’m still waiting for the illustrious feeling of… Continue reading 10 Changes to Make in Your 20s