Today is a hard one. I feel judged. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I feel like I should just keep my mouth shut all the time, about everything, because I can’t seem to breathe without someone taking a resentment. I feel angry but I know I’m really just feeling unpleasant because I’m judging others to make my actions feel justified.
This is my commitment to turning today around. This is my commitment to turing towards God rather than away. This is the passage I read whenever I feel like I’m so terribly alone in this world. I read this when I feel misunderstood, negative and forsaken.
2 When you go through deep waters,
I will be with you.
When you go through rivers of difficulty,
you will not drown.
When you walk through the fire of oppression,
you will not be burned up;
the flames will not consume you.
I hope this helps someone, or serves a reminder. As I put my feelings into the universe, I’m asking for hope, compassion and open-mindedness back.